Last night was a bit of a whirlwind and something that seemed worth writing about. Let me say first that this may be triggering for anyone who has experienced pregnancy loss so please keep that in mind. Also, Grey's Anatomy spoilers. You've been warned.

This is not scientific, but simply my own assessment. Anytime I have a "freak out" or hit a really depressive episode, I tend to bounce back stronger. It's a bizarre phenomenon but seems to happen each time. I'll feel absolutely horrible, sulk for a few days, and then it's like something clicks back together in my brain and I can see the world a little more clearly. It could be the years and years of therapy... it could simply be how I'm wired. I'm not sure anyone truly knows for sure (I sure as hell don't).